I am in a pickle.....I guess not really, but kinda. My job isn't working out the way I had hoped for. I don't get enough hours to even make enough money to pay ONE bill! They say come in from 4 to 11 and I get there after my 45 minute drive and find out I am only working 4 to 9 which is only 5 hours.....It's hard working so little for just a flea fart above minimum wage.....I am not giving up just yet....I hope things will get a little better next week...I am suppost to work everyday for the next week and a half I think so maybe that will be worth it....the drive just kills me and I get home late and everyone has already eaten and are sleepy...just sucks but I guess it's part of being an adult....Shouldn't have eaten my green beans I guess.. hehehe
I suppose Jason and I are going to Houston in a few weeks....he has some of his recording stuff up there he needs to pick up and I am going to try and book some work while I am there. Kinda sad that I could make as much as I make in a whole 2 weeks at work from one photoshoot, but that's life. I know one day things will smooth out...and until then I have the greatest guy in the whole world who is always giving me hugs and kisses and makes me smile. He really is a wonderful man and I am sooooo blessed to have him. He has so much ambition and talent....things are moving really slow for both of us at the current moment but I know that through time he and I can do anything we want as long as we work together. I still want to do a shoot with him as a couple but I don't think his brother is ever going to have time....=0( Maybe Duke would....probably not but maybe....
Oh! Here is the latest picture I have gotten of Grace...I didn't get to see her while I was in Angelo which I think was for the best because I was so sick and now my whole family is sick....sorry Becca and V.V. and anyone else I infected! But at least I didn't get baby Grace sick. I really want Jason to meet Karen and the girls at some point because they are a part of my life....
9/20/2007 11:31:00 AM
