Tonight this song is me...every word...cause baby it's raining...inside of me...in my heart

You had my heartand we'll never be a world apart
Maybe in magazines but you'll still be my star
Baby cause in the Dark You can see shiny Cars
And that's when you need me there With you I'll always share, Because When the sun shines We’ll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be your friend
Took an oath
I'mma stick it out 'till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever Know that we still have each other You can stand under my Umbrella
These fancy things, will never come in between
You're part of my entity
Here for Infinity
When the war has took it's part When the world has dealt it's cards
If the hand is hard
Together we'll mend your heart
Because ...
When the sun shines We'll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever Said I'll always be your friend
Took an oath I'mma stick it out 'till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever Know that we still have each other
You can stand under my Umbrella
You can run into my Arms
It's okay don't be alarmed
(Come into Me)
(There's no distance in between our love)
So Gonna let the rain pour
I'll be all you need and more
Because ...
When the sun shines We'll shine Together Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be your friend
Took an oath I'mma stick it out 'till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever Know that we still have each other
You can stand under my Umbrella
It's raining (raining)
You can always come into me
Come into me

I got a letter from my papa Eric letting me know what is going on with my Daddy Ron. I found out some time ago that he had messed up by wearing his dentures to much and the roof of his mouth is now as thin as paper. So he would be needing a bone graph.....this is what he wrote.....your dad is having lots of tsts run up there in dallas for lots of things and biopsy on some skin things to find out what they are on him and he also had an mri for his chest the doc's saw a spot they want to know more about your dad thinks he remembers a hole or something years ago but can't say for sure. anyhow he is waiting for results and i am sure he is nervous about it, i would be and of course he has the mouth bone graph thing oout there as well so he has a lot in his mind. i just thought you would want to know sorry if it just kind got dumoed on you like this but i know you and you would want to know rather that not know so hang in there it will be ok
love, eric
I called mom tonight after midnight and I am sooooo happy that she answered her phone cause I desperately needed SOMEONE to talk to....I want to be home tonight worse than I have ever wanted to be home...I want to crawl in bed with my little sisters or veronica and just sleep. Sleep soundly....sleep next to family.
I am so scared for my daddy...what does it mean that he thinks he remembers a hole? What does that mean? Like a hole that he could feel or a hole he could see? I am thinking about going to be with my dad for a little while...I wouldn't be able to stand myself if I lost him. I love my dad so much...I wish I had someone to hold me right now...just tell me its all going to be ok. But I don't...I am so sad. I have been crying for hours...someone please....