About 6 days left of school and I am scrambling to make it.... I have another piece that has to be completed that I haven't even started on.... can't wait to have a some what stress free summer. The picture above was my first work of the semester and it has grown on me a lot. Initially I hated it because it's something I wouldn't have ever painted out of my own free will but now I think it holds a sad, sick beauty and am really proud I did it. There is so much symbolism hidden in it.... my second piece hasn't been photographed as of yet but will be soon... it's super cool and also broke the mold of my comfort zone. My third piece will be a weird spin off of my first piece... each work I did this semester had to come from a fashion point of view but with it's own emotional word. The first one was shame, the second was piece and my third and final one will be rage.... hopefully it will turn out well.
I keep trying to figure out how to upload videos to this thing... I know it can be done because I have seen video's on other blogs but maybe my computer hates me or something. I am going to try again this time so Dad E can see the band. Made a small compilation of a few songs from my 2nd gig with them... you can tell I am still slightly terrified but it gives you a taste of what we are about.
Almost all of my friends are preggo.... seriously weird for me. Can't decide my own fate when it comes to the whole turning into a mommy thing. Kourtney, Brandy, Kayla, Sariah, Jennifer, Kristen, and Sky are all pregnant right now and Dez, Lisa, Natalie and Sara just had babies.... too weird man. I mean I am happy for them but I just don't feel that old yet... I want to have a baby but am also completely terrified of being bogged down by a child.. and I am still way to selfish and have way to much that I want to do.
Seems like a page in my book is closing.... don't really associate with many people that i used to call my close friends and have now started hanging out with a bunch of people that really encourage me and include me. I haven't felt a sense of closeness with a group of people in a while so it's nice to know that I am invited if they do something and I won't accidently run into them and then have awkward excuses thrown at me.
I have decided that I want to go to China with the art department next summer... it's for a month and I would be able to study with some of the universities there and visit the great wall of china and museums and just see something I haven't ever seen before. I think that would be the coolest thing ever because i really haven't ever been anywhere outside of the U.S. except for Canada and I was only there for one day. haha

looks like this video might MIGHT upload.... I would hope so .... been sitting here for like 30 minutes waiting for the damn this to load.
attempting to upload another video for Eric... me preforming at ASU