Tuesday....Got up....hung out with Jason...played on myspace and went to work...Now I am home from work....playing on myspace...and hangin' out with Jason...Things have been.....difficult.....but I know everything will turn out ok...I am more of a glass half empty kind of gal so it's hard for me to battle that initial feeling of failing...but I am and I know that with time everything will be ok. I miss my family and friends....Taylor has hurt me so bad....I still cry about it. He doesn't really talk to me anymore and doesn't write on myspace or e-mail or IM....doesn't call or text...he didn't even come to see me when I was in town until the morning when I was leaving while I was still dopped up on meds...I guess things change as well as people...it just sucks when It happens with someone you thought you would be close to forever..It has sunken in and I am still sad, but time will heal it. I finally made a friend! WOOT WOOT! Her name is Tina and she works at the same place as me and also lives in Kingsbury so I hope we will get to hang out. I don't think I have been this excited about making a friend since I was in elementary school. lol. I am just ready to hang out with someone outside of this house sometime...maybe go and see a movie or go to a park and just chat or something...Anyway! I guess thats all I have to say for today...still miss everyone...still love you all...jason still has my heart and makes me smile...still miss Taylor...