It's about 7 minutes till 2pm and Ive just gotten out of bed....seems like I have been sleeping my life away. Jason and I worked at Woofers from 2am monday night until 6pm yesterday afternoon cleaning with Jerry and that after my bartending shift from 9pm to 2am monday night. I just wish that I had the option of having a normal life and schedule...I wish that I got up at 9am and took Febe for walks and could go to the library and things like that...painting....but I am lucky if I make it to the bank before it closes. I have my hours ad days flip-flopped, but I work at night so what can ya do? Maybe one day I will be able to have a normal life. I just cant help but be a little upset that I miss out on things.
Oh my goodness if it isn't freezing cold! Yikes! I hear that it may snow tomorrow.....and snow makes me think of Tay and then I get all sad. Taylor moved to San Francisco last thursday for school which is an amazing thing for him and I couldn't be happier for him. BUT he is my right hand man....I find myself a little lost without him. I really want to go and visit him but can't now. lol he has almost been gone a week.....seperation anxiety. I really never knew what a best friend was until he became such a part of my life. Taylor showed me that it was ok to smile my weird natural gummy smile and dance how I felt like dancing and to laugh even if nobody else in the entire building thought a joke was funny. He really brings out the person inside of me that I am afriad to really be.....me. I guess even though I am 23 that this is part of growing up....I know I still have a lot of that do do so one step at a time so I dont fall face over heels. I know that I love life more because God loved me enough to give me such an amazing best friend. BUT I will eventually get my bum bum up there to see him and then I will go through withdraws all over again blah blah blah...Jason and I are doing well....as always...I am begining to think that we can't not get along....another good thing in my life. He is just always there for me and with me and thats a really nice thing....He is sleeping....when that man goes to sleep he sleeps! We did stay up forever though, but I want to make it to the bank and get some KFC so I got myself out of bed! He can sleep though, he did a lot more manuall labor than I did, all my work was just very tedious. We head out for Midland Texas either today or tomorrow, guessing tomorrow since its after 2pm and we don't have any clothes clean...I'm tempted to take them all to the cleaners since he is asleep....I always suggest taking them there but he wont have it...our washer and dryer at the house holds like 5 things at a time and takees forever! Yes I think thats what I will do...hehehe
Alicia and Brad are leaving in 11 days now...that will hit me hard. I love her so much....everything is changing a lot latley.....I hope that I will be able to visit her in CT. She is also one of my best friends. I miss my family....Veronica left me a message on myspace telling me she misses me and that made me feel so bad. I was just telling Jason the other day how I would like to take my next 3 days that I get off and just hang out with family. My parents and brothers and sisters, meme, karen and the girls, visit grandma and grandpa stahlscmidt. I just really miss them a a lot and feel kinda crummy that I live so close again and never see them. I actually think that I may have seen more of them while living in San Marcos! DUMB!
Ok so I wish I had something interesting to talk about, but I don't. My life kinda just blends together...it's a vanilla life right now but I long for rainbow sherbert.

Heath Ledger died yesterday at the age of 28 =0(