I found out that Tony "toke" Gutirez passed away this past Saturday after losing a battle with cancer. I found out from my long time friend Courtney Bartlett...Not sure I will be able to make the funeral which will be held this Friday morning at 10am in San Angelo....though I am saddened I am happy he is in a better place and doesn't hurt anymore. I hope that his family is well and are taking it ok.... Tony was a big part of my extended family for a very long time and I miss him already. Every time I hear Keeper of the stars I will think of you Tony G.
I haven't heard back from the S&S clothing company but I got picked as one of the 3 finalist to fly to NYC and be in a fashion calendar for Armani, and Versace. The guy is interested in the two other models more than me but one of them isn't available so if the other girl can't then it's all MINE and I really need it. Pluss I have never seen NYC so I would love to go. AND I would have some amazing tear sheets to add to my portfolio.... but I wont know for a few days....pray for me!
I applied at San Marcus River bar and Grill today with Jason for bartending job's and I actually think the guy was interested in hiring us both. Not as amazing and glamouros as New York but I need to make some money!!! I have been trying to find a job anywhere.....wal mart never called me hahaha..... oh well.... guess they don't want me.... we will call it....ugh..... they can't afford me. lol. I think I will apply/applie (never could spell) at STARBUCKS next..... if Alicia could do it then I can too become the next Sheppard Starbucks scientist. Eventually something has got to give... I have to get something somewhere.....I believe in Karma but I can't remember what I have done to deserve this...I miss my family and my friends.....TAYLOR!!! Gosh I miss Tay-Nay soooOOOOooooo much....he is my best friend in the whole wide world. I never could ask God for a better best friend...he is my strength....it was so hard leaving him.... He gave me a elephant piggy bank to remember him by and I named him Henna- he keeps watch over me.
Jason is bored and doesn't feel like working in photoshop.....poor baby. He is messin around on myspace doing nothing really....I love him.... he is such a kind hearted guy....funny too. He has been in the funniest mood all day....dry humor funny.
Well I am now chatting with the director of the company in NYC so I am gonna go....wish me luck.
love ya'll to the moon and back
jessie