I got a letter from my papa Eric letting me know what is going on with my Daddy Ron. I found out some time ago that he had messed up by wearing his dentures to much and the roof of his mouth is now as thin as paper. So he would be needing a bone graph.....this is what he wrote.....your dad is having lots of tsts run up there in dallas for lots of things and biopsy on some skin things to find out what they are on him and he also had an mri for his chest the doc's saw a spot they want to know more about your dad thinks he remembers a hole or something years ago but can't say for sure. anyhow he is waiting for results and i am sure he is nervous about it, i would be and of course he has the mouth bone graph thing oout there as well so he has a lot in his mind. i just thought you would want to know sorry if it just kind got dumoed on you like this but i know you and you would want to know rather that not know so hang in there it will be ok
love, eric
I called mom tonight after midnight and I am sooooo happy that she answered her phone cause I desperately needed SOMEONE to talk to....I want to be home tonight worse than I have ever wanted to be home...I want to crawl in bed with my little sisters or veronica and just sleep. Sleep soundly....sleep next to family.
I am so scared for my daddy...what does it mean that he thinks he remembers a hole? What does that mean? Like a hole that he could feel or a hole he could see? I am thinking about going to be with my dad for a little while...I wouldn't be able to stand myself if I lost him. I love my dad so much...I wish I had someone to hold me right now...just tell me its all going to be ok. But I don't...I am so sad. I have been crying for hours...someone please....