So I have tried to write this dang blog about 34.2 times since Alicia moved and this site hasn't been treating me well...or the internet times out and then I lose everything that I have written, which is SOOOOOOOOOOOO annying. BUT I REALLY wanted to write this about my sister since she just moved so I keep trying and I really hope this times the charm. Alicia moved last Sunday....but it's where she believes she is suppost to be so who am I to say anything? She has had a rough time the past few years so the fact that she can smile again is really nice for her family. Her highschool sweetheart came and swept her off her feet (shoved everything in that mirage and it actually made it to connecticut). So now I have another excuse to travel...which I will need with Mr.Jason cause he isn't to fond of Yankee land, having lived there himself for years. Before Alicia moved I did something I didn't think I would EVER EVER EVER do....I bought a tattoo....she loves them so much and I know it would be there forever. When we were babies we couldn't say one anothers name so Alicia called me Deska and I called her seashell....so I got her a seashell...which was good because she has future plans of getting this whole ocean corral thing done on her side anyway so this was my little building block for her. I could never get a tattoo....just watching her get it made my skin crawl, but she loves it....so cudos to her I guess.I have lost my little sister and best friend within the same month....kinda feel like I am walking in circles now....not sure what to do with my time. They are both so far away...I really miss them and envy them at the same time. I wish I was following a dream of some kind...I tried once, but it didn't work out so now I am kind of trying to get my chickens all back in order before I run back out there and try again. I figure I can keep trying until I get pregnant....which I will have to be married to do.....soooooooo I have a while to go. Jason and I were just talking last night about how much money it would take to just put everything in storage and travel for like 6 months.....just doing as we please...him being a photographer and me modeling and acting and singing...that would be the best. But it would take a lot of money and courage both of which I am low on at the moment. lol so it's gonna have to wait.

Alicia and I have had a very ineresting relationship. We have loved and hated....as much as one could hate a sister, which isn't ever too bad. Then 2 years ago during the most fun summer of my life we made friends again and I am lucky enough to say that she has been one of my best friends since. I cried like a baby when she left but I know C.T. is where her heart is.
If you need her address I have it. Just send me an e-mail to ladygirljess@yahoo.com and I will send it to you if your not a creepster. lol. Not sure I should be writing her addy online so I wont
A little peice of my heart is now in New England where it belongs.... It has been so hard losing Tay and Alicia so close together but at least both of them are in a place where they needed to be. But I have been getting closer with some people here in Angelo so its ok, though they can't replace my Nay twins.